i always doesnt care about my sick
i very sick but im still laughing loudly and talk like normal
actually i feeling very uncomfortable
i don't know why
from young i always do not like people see the weak side of me
which mean my sick side
and will always say its ok no im fine.ok la i still can tahan
yesterday mummy suddenly tell me : you want to faint then you know you are not alright?
she know i will put a strong front
because
i do not like my sickness cause my day to become sick too
from young until now
i always put a strong front infront of my family
because they are weaker so thats why i need to be strong
i always act as a man in my family to help them of what a man need to do
protect them
scold whoever people who bully them
help tham carry heavy things
even it is seriously heavy
but i will force myself saying i can
especially since daddy gone to Dubai
i cannot sick i cannot be weak i cannot be unhappy or sad
i must be strong cheerful and whatever things to make me happy so that i could help them with all my best
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