KNS
EVERYNIGHT SPOILED MY MOOD
i cant explain and duno how to explain
suan le
explaination also no use
coz u dun feel wats the same as me
FML FML
where can i go?
everyplace doesnt belongs to me
i really feel like give up everything and just go to other place
vanish in the world
THIS WORLD
i jus wan to hug u one more time
even quarrel makes me feel tired
theres nothing i can depend
at least when u here
i can depend on u
quarrel doesnt seems affected
but now it hurts...
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
3:02:00 am
15.07.2010
caryn made this for us!!!
very nice la
19.07.2010
sophia made baked oreo cheese cake for us
20.07.2010
sophia made 2nd round oreo cheesecake moose for us
gd news is MY WEI KOU IS BACK!
wohooooo
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:23:00 am
22.07.2010
its a Thursday~~
after sch went to meet shushan biyu!
plan to go Pariss eat buffet!
always my best buffet restaurant
at marina square
we had a fun fun fun day..
our 1st round..!
seriously the chilli crab damm nice!!!
CHILLI CRAB RAWKS!
their prawn also nice
"duaiin duain "
when biyu was eating the hei po
she was trying very hard to break the shell
and...
heipo juice fly to shushan hand!
hahaa
me and shushan eat until our dress also eating the food
my 2 beloved greedy fren
hei po and scallop!!
finally the moment came...
sheng hao!
raw one lo
biyu nv bite and swllow
shushan a whimp,all throw out
me chew and swallow!
so im he bravest among all
hehehe
biyu brought her xiao xiao bu dian!
our 2nd round of crab
we also ate black pepper crab!
fondue time
actually theor fondue is the nicest of all
bt tt day
the fondue is cuiiii ttm!
pajiao
tthird round
dessert fruits and sushi time!
i love their cream puff,cakes icecream!!
after buffet
went to esplande
and went to the top to see the view
it is really very nice
train back hm
was real tired
hey beloved frens
please dun torture yrslef k
it jus makes me heartpain
i love u rmb tt
anything come find me
i will do all my best and everything to look for u
i will give u all my supports
comemon
lets buck up on our life!
next outing please!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:41:00 am
my motivation songssss
please help me to move on till holiday
this sem i nv fall aslp during lec lab or any lesson!
tts a gd gd news
but my concentration has decrease
WDD cui ttm ytd!
my A is gone :(
rendang is my piority
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:06:00 am
i dun like the feeling of reaching home alone ,opening the hse door and the hse is empty :(
maybe grace had accidentally ring the history back :(
its just happen like ytd
i hope sophia dream will not come trueeeeeeeeeeeeee
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
8:27:00 pm
moments
我不会回心转意这不是廉价的爱情
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:20:00 am
hai
24.07.2010
09.12pm
Grace
although im not yr fren
but hope you can feel tt
i understand how you feels
i understand the emptiness
i noe the scene the coldness
the time seems stop at tt moment
the sudden gone
its just went too fast
really too fast
too sudden
makes ppl feel like dying
feel like squeezing yrself into a ball rolling and hold tight onto yr blanket and cry out loud
i understand the questions you asking now
the non-answer questions tt keep repeating inside yr heart
it just cant satisfied yr heart yr wound yr tears
the blames and fault tt you assumes on yrself
the stuns
the unbelievable
miss the hugs
miss the sound
miss the exist but u've ignore
miss the way that look at you
jus miss everything
everythings gone
the day and time whereby seems to stop yr life and heartbeats
everythings like a WHATEVER now
killing yrself
aimless
i noe tt ppl saying :"tc","dun sad"
seems nth
bcoz it just hurt too deep
down inside the sea
like an ocean
it never ever reach till the end
i also trying to overcome now
its damm hard
i duno im tt sad too
until
the tears jus laced down unknowingly
on train
on bus
in yr bed at night
everyyear
everymonth
everyday
everytime
everyminute
everysecond
every every every every................
cry seems not enough
seriously not
coz
u will not just not forget
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:19:00 am
sophia and caryn made ai xin cheese cake and oreo cheesecake for me
i very gan dong
actually also for other ppl too
IT IS SO NICE!
but too sweeeeeeeet darling
btw
i really cant tahan ppl who made things for me to eat!
omg
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:43:00 am
today suddenly have this strong feel
nearly cry out
what am i doing?
why am i holding so hard again?
i think i should let go
sry frens for insisting on A
i very sturbborn
should give me a tight slap on my face
have this thinking to give up everything
and fly away
again
far far far away
im in a verge of falling down
aimlessly
after you've gone
my life is in a mess
do you noe tt?
do you feel tt?
can u come back again?
for once?
just once
just just once will do
ni dao di zhi bu zhi dao
wo yi jing kuai bu xing le
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:35:00 am
18.07.2010
Sunday
TODAY FINALLY NV WORK!
omg
im so happy la
slept late and meet debbie to bugis!!
1st date with her
haha
we plan to shop shop n shop
she bought :
a white cloth shoes
a white lace dress
a jeans oversize blouse
a strip long dress
a sleeveless chiffon pink top
3 pair earrings
i've bought:
a formal long sleeve white dress
2 chiffon cream dress!(yes)
3 earrings
a top cream gold blouse
a white chiffon top
and a bag for my fren birthday present :)
is kinda tiring hahaha
my arms are aching due to the instrument ytd
nice outing!
OH YA I BROKE ANOTHER HANGER AGAIN!
den we run away hahahahaha
damm funny
will go jurong point nxt time!
thanks debbie for treating me KOI!
recommend : caramel milk tea NICE!
nxt
went to michelle 21st birthday chalet!!
with sis
was a long journey
her family are kind!
and their dogs OMG
nearly scared hell out of it
gt one husky keep jumping onto me
JUMP LEI!
i nearly fainted
hahaha
will post the pics!!
den train back to hm with jiejie
we took from tam to jurong den change red line
NICE JOURNEY HUH
thanks to liang yap music view acc throughout
17.07.2010
Saturday
MCO practice in the morning
the feeling is great seriously
after reharsal at Chua Chu Kang CC
our music exchange started....
1) Tampines ChangkatCC Chinese Orchestra
美丽的风尾竹, 扬鞭催马运粮忙,Love story, 武术
2) Bukit Batok CC Chinese Orchestra
落叶归根, Libertango, Love Story, Galloping Comedian
3) Fuchun CC Marsiling Chinese Orchestra
飞天, 童年的回忆, 珊瑚海
4) Chu Chu Kang CC Keat Hong Chinese Orchestra: (15 mins)
庆典序曲, River of Dreams, We will get there
duno y today so tiring
walked hm
my zhonghu and pq erhu suddenly so heavy
btw
its good to have ppl to acc you :)
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
6:43:00 pm
wo fa xian ni de xin xian zai hao tong,bi wo e hai wao tong...dan wo shen me dou bu neng zuo :(
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
5:35:00 pm
should i put in more effort?
is kinda struggle
i hope we can work out
maybe i ttm?
this time round i don't want to lose it!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:43:00 pm
Wed night went for zhonghu practice
omg i deprove alot seriously
and this sat is exchange
i still cant really play 童年的回忆!
and bad news for my french gt an C
good news is DSA A-
thanks to jethro sophia joelynne for helping me:)
waiting for my WDD
still cant forget Fandy face and reaction on tuesday!
seriously was damm stress up by NTP
lose my appetite again :(
nowadays my heartbeat seems like not mine
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:40:00 am
Yesterday had a great dinner with my family
pics will be uploaded
and my father called me
i tot who
den i jus press off
hahahaa
nxt min he scolded me:(
ahaahhaah
thanks sophia for encouraging me and help me alot these days!!!
i need more of yr comment!
muacks u lots
siwei 2nd joke
sw:if you sensitive you need to find who?
me:hahhahaaha duno
sw:find SENSODYCE
me:lame
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:26:00 am
Finally gg to perform on 17.07.2010
long time nv perform le
keep rejecting hai!
more than 6 mths le ba
forward on this day!!!!
today went jogging with hongging and zhikai
6 rounds around stadium
at 1st me and zhikai should start at 6.30
end up finding my fren 21st birthday present
haha
den reached stadium chat till 8 until hongging reached
hahaha
love this sweating feeling!
oh ya
my soccer boots and soccer socks who wan?
no use already
:(
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:42:00 pm
finally my appetite have improve abit
Sat MCO is still a good one
Thanks weijie for helping me to carry zhonghu
nxt nxt week finlly is our steamboat day!
pq is making me paranoid
both sc n pq will bring their boifren for me to see
hmmm~~
apple motherly will test them!
just wait and see
today i took the whole MRT tracks except purple line
den train down with hg
1st time taking green line to cityhall
hg alight at tanjongpagar
went to count both robinson stocks
so sian lo and always so so so stress up whenever i reach there
den train down to changi
TODAY IS A HAPPY HAPPY DAY!
infact nowadays is my most happy day this year
many good things happen huh
OH YA
this month i spent lot of things on shopping
1 belt
1 play suit
1 jumpsuit
:)
wo de xin cha yi dian jiu yao bei ni yan si le
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:54:00 pm
02.07.2010
ikea with mummy and sis
09.7.2010
F.I.R. CONCERT!!
damm excited
its my 2nd time since 5566 concert
b4 tt went to Tanjog Pagar to visit my Litte Feet and Princess shop
wait for HongGing kor kor and train to stadium!
it was fast taking circle line
still rmb last time walk with mh tl zk from kallang to stadium!
it was a long long JOURNEY!
haha
kallang leisure park
one bad thing bout here!!
NO POSB ATM MACHINE!
having dinner and FORCE BY HG KOR KOR TO TREAT HIM DONUTS!
our evidence
THANKS TO HG KOR KOR I HAVE FREEEEE TICKET!
we met yvonne zixin wanying ekjun and their frens!
our seat was very near the stage
while waiting...
START!
Stephanie as the special guest
and small celebration of her birthday
omg this concert is totally AWESOME
although at the 1st haf of the concert like a few grps of ppl are high and stand up
in the end ALMOST EVERYONE STOOD UP
i understand debbie's xin qing
i also almost cried out
duno y
is like very touched la
and yr heart wlil melt inside their LIVE songs
their costume is very nice!
esp faye's encore red flare dress
wa
i was in love with her!
ok
ended
last train back to hm
1+ den reached hm
dead beat
orh ya sry biyu!
I WANTED TO GET THIS JOB!!!
very very super much but my holiday is 14august den start
WTHH lo
and thanks to liang yap for helping me to check the dates so URGENTLY!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:30:00 am