嗨!darling
你好吗?
有时我还会看看你的照片
回忆着我们的过去
最近有可能比较好了
放了许多
安慰了许多
但是
还是会有那个冲动
想要拼了命回到那个时候
把自己紧紧地窝在一起
死闭着双眼
忍着不要发出哭泣的声音。
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
4:29:00 pm
he sent me this
made me feel much better!
actually today my tears rolled down abit
even now
thanks yea
hmm
i want to dedicate to biyu shushan soocheng debbie hongging jonathan sophia siwei
who are troubled these months
每天都有好心情哦!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:13:00 am
我好怕
老天好象把全部经过我人生的人还回来
有人问我我会回头吗?
我真的不知道
最然我很肯定地回答我不会
因为已经过去了
已经是以前的事
但我知道我的心已经犹豫了那么一下。
:(
怎么办?
好烦的一刻
时间让人变坚强
时间让人变脆弱
时间让人解决问题
但就不知道需要多少时间
一年?
一辈子?
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:37:00 am
有時候 , 有時候
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:47:00 am
时间
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:01:00 am
我什么都不想想
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:49:00 am
对,我什么都看不到
我只看到距离。
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:37:00 am
JONATHAN!!
u are back!!
u are back!!
im so glad!!
finally
like the one i use to noe
in pri sch - sec 2.
tt little cute jonathan ng bing han!!
but this time round
i felt u lost
but dun scare!!
u will find tt way
alot of hard things had strike u huh
me still always stand by yr side!
我不会再放弃你了!
now i've understand a word sorry is not always too late!!
although i have been hurt so badly last time
everthing is worth it!
u are still my number 1 beloved fren!!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
3:07:00 pm
我怕那1%
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
3:02:00 pm
omg
now having perplex feeling
feeling like crying
i duno how to describe
at 1st norman called me during his 1st camp
i am touched
gerald called me during his camp
i am surprised
just now
jonathan called me during his camp
i felt so pleased
.
suddenly
felt tt
so many years has passed
ever since i met my pri sch frens
alot of memories rings up
and they all rmb the things
and me
i think i've forgtten
but wat they says really helps me to recall all back
the feeling is so miraculous
seems and feel alot of things had change
but if u wanted specified the changes
it seems nth had change too
overall
i just felt so touched yea
and u all seems have alot of things to tell me
but u all nv really say out
esp jonathan
i felt u alitle bit troubled
hope to see you all soon
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:52:00 pm
a calefare in my life
it is ever hard to noe
just ruin it
and
get crazy over life yea
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:23:00 am
my heart turning colder and colder
nowadays so fan
abit cant tahan le
i just felt tt i know nothing about you
lets see how ba
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
8:52:00 pm
thur morning went to jogging.
omg
same route but it hurts until now
esp my small thigh
back
big thigh
and fri night bb section i was too hyper le la
now my arms pain
my whole body like gg break
haha
abit stupid
but i like this feeling
remind me of frisbee
i wan bruishes too
and grass cut
haha
anyway
my sports spirit is back!
im starting my exercise plan
wooohooo
who wans to acc me to PH this wed?
ladies night on air
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:45:00 am
ok right now i dun nit a comfort
heart-pained
i only nit ppl helping me to find jobs
those 1h 8 9 10 dollars
hai
i being sturbborn and hot temper
cant blame
coz me myself who i can blame to ?
only can blame myself and the god
no choice
why
i think my life should lead in a tired way
people say money cant buy happiness
i rather say no money = not happy
coz many troubled came along with it
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:00:00 am
seriously I DUNO HOW TO VENT MY ANGER NOW
CRAPS CRAPS CRAPS
I NOW WANTED TO SAY ONE WORDS ONLY
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PLEASE DUN TORTURE ME ANYMORE
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2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:39:00 am
09.08.2010
national day
crowd control on tt day
incharge with weiie
was damm hot hot hot!
throught this i really noe alot of new frens and juniors!!
25 crowd controllers
and drum performers
seriously im having lots of fun on tt day
me and anne
shini and beekian
the stage was awesome
finally saw belinda in real person!
she is my dream lady!
pretty and sexy sio
the 2 army guys!
junwei and gerald with beekian
drums performers
me and fariz
4 mins fireworks on tt night was great
duno y i find it firworks is nth
but it really stunt ppl
u will like wow
graduating in love with fireworks
the crowd contollers!
orh ya i almost forgt
i saw lots of army tanks!!
DAMM COOL LA
like those transformers u noe u noe?
omg
really cool ttm!
next we spammm mac sia!
totally spamm!!
omg my 1st time damm happy laaaaaaaaaa
using $140 coupons
let me recall wat me and richard have ordered
18 green tea(m):
8 cokes(m)
15 milo(m)
1 cinamon bun
5 cheesebuger
4 french fries(L)
5 nuggets(6 pieces)
2 apple pies
forgt le
and also
afternoon order:
1 large greentea
1 double choc(L)
1 mocha chips(L)
sc's mcfurry
NAISE NAISE!
but!
had heatstroke until next day
omg cant move le
APOLOGIZE TO sophia joelynne yanney shikin caryn
last min not gg to the cycling next day
so sryyyyyyyyyy
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
4:57:00 pm
10.08.2010
have a great talk with hongging kor kor at night
found tt
suddenly i saw u
are beside me
11.08.2010
evening went to tanjong pagar to find hongging
he promised me to treat me drink milkshake
the shop call once upon a milkshake
seriously when i came in i felt im at taiwan
like those taiwan lavender farm
nice place to relax
if it is really in taiwan lavender farm
tt will be great great great!
LAVENDER!
ok back to topic
the milkshake is blend with icecream
the whole thing is so thick!
nice
must drink sip by sip
i still prefer chocolates instead of lychee!
cost -->mini $3.60
regular :$5.70
New opening at *scape ochard too
train back and make a joke on chocolates lychee peanuts and sesame!
den settle goodle bags thingy with zhikai wanlin
12.08.2010
went back to wgs-co with peiqi
memories flow back
is like taking an encapsulation
and back to the old times where we use to enter this place
god wat are u trying to tell me?....
came back here
my feeling is blank
totally blank
bcoz i think i forgt most of the memories
but some place and things jus call me up
it was a nice thing to recall
yet makes me feel life contradicting
time went so fast
but during their sectional pratice seems so slow
alot of things have change on my life
but wgs-co nth seems change
hope to stay like old times
but the world moves on
everyone is actually at the same pace
but y i jus felt tt pace seems not right
duno WHY!!
i think tt feeling is coming back again
makes me feel like gg to hell
tt insecure
tt nth seems impt
tt whatever
tt frustrated
coming back:(
had a small chit chat with peiqi
y for other ppl relationship seems such a easy task?
is it relationship nit practice?
i dun understand
for me
is too much le
still the same same same...
new faces new juniors
felt like ..old..
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
4:57:00 pm
08.08.2010
another year have pass...
last year of today
we also preparng the same thing at the same place
just tt difft songs
so fast la
unpredictable!
btw
today nv work
so must save more money!
carrine and me
nice pics
seriously if talk about ths kind of candic laughing shot
from yr heart
is really a few
Singapore Medley singer
yuerong and yong guo
our freeeee dinner table
carrine soocheng and me
zhonghu rawks!!
last year was me soocheng zhikai chinkeong hongging
me and hongging kor kor
1st
2nd
3rd
4th
5th
6th
7th
8th
our shark fin soup hehe
yeap last year we also took this tgt!
i love it when it is the same people at different times:)
soocheng peiqi me
frens forever k
me and kelvin!
mcoers with kelvin
xuan yue
woodwind
tanbo
percussion
bass and cello
cello
hope next year will took the same thing
means we still be togther!
after performing
thanks to my high heels
leg pain
haha
den me zhikai tingleong munghui went to msl kopishop
haha
we all tired till crazy
keep laughing non -stop
even a cat with really messy hair and dirty
like jus came back from world war II
we also find it funny
me :how to press down?(using mh's hp)
munhui :press up press up the down button spoiled
hahahahahahahaah
find tt funny coz munhui's reaction
den we were gg to leave
me : munhui 你的一毛
munhui : huh
me : 我刚帮你捡的
munhui : orh
but tingleong heard was
me : munhui 你的腋毛
munhui : huh
me : 我刚帮你剪的
munhui : orh
hahahahahaha
our jaws wan to drop already hahaha
den walk back hm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
4:32:00 pm