after RAD lesson
we had some fun
huiyee brought her poloroid camera and we took quite alot of fun shots
i brought my baby lumix too:)
huiyee with vincent spec
me with vincent spec
Siti with vincent specs
the poloroid pics
after the damm RAD test
we came to kofu
btw i really thanks to andrew for helping me all along for this 2nd year sem 2
he really did help me alot in homeworks etc
without him i cant get high marks and hand in work on time!
andrew and nicholas
i really met alot of great friends in poly
im really very grateful!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
3:27:00 pm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
5:59:00 pm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
5:58:00 pm
ok SWITCH OFF MY PHONE
don't disturb me
i won't pick up any calls
or
reply any messages
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:09:00 pm
i always doesnt care about my sick
i very sick but im still laughing loudly and talk like normal
actually i feeling very uncomfortable
i don't know why
from young i always do not like people see the weak side of me
which mean my sick side
and will always say its ok no im fine.ok la i still can tahan
yesterday mummy suddenly tell me : you want to faint then you know you are not alright?
she know i will put a strong front
because
i do not like my sickness cause my day to become sick too
from young until now
i always put a strong front infront of my family
because they are weaker so thats why i need to be strong
i always act as a man in my family to help them of what a man need to do
protect them
scold whoever people who bully them
help tham carry heavy things
even it is seriously heavy
but i will force myself saying i can
especially since daddy gone to Dubai
i cannot sick i cannot be weak i cannot be unhappy or sad
i must be strong cheerful and whatever things to make me happy so that i could help them with all my best
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:01:00 pm
No cant
i must get well in this 2 days!!
if not i cant fly!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:52:00 pm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:35:00 pm
can you CAN YOU JUST COME BACK FOR ONCE?THE PAIN IS STILL HERE!i cant really...wipe it away...its so difficult...cause me breathless...
Listening to 心动,everytime i hear this song,mimi always float inside my mind.miss the time we play miss the time im hugging you with my arms.
wanted to post this 2 posts at twitter
posted
but end up delete it.
im trying very hard to accept the fact
whenever the agitated feeling came up
it tooks me alot of courages and time to calm myself down
its like a drug addict
very hard to quit
very difficult not to think
and i cant annouce that im having this drug
because the words just cannot come out from my mouth
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
3:21:00 am
greece
the place i wanted to go
because
all the buildings is either blue or white
no more worries over there!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:47:00 am
lavender field
one day i will come here
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:43:00 am
6 more days!
its happy
but
everytime of my sturbborness
jie jie and daddy always gonna do alot of things like mad
documents
tickets
time
leave
plans
and i did NOTHING
how i wish mummy will come with us!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:33:00 am
its ok its ok its ok its ok its ok
i've been telling this to myself..
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:31:00 am
doesnt show any concern
mummy know today is my concert
and i need to wake up damm early!
but end up i wake up at 7am
and im sure late for class coz i still nit to bath make up prepare everything
and SHE NV WAKES ME UP!
damm pissed off
why?
is it im not really important in your heart?
im so sad and disappointed
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:43:00 pm
在彩排时
有一度我很想哭
尤其演奏着'inkikayo'(Kpop song)和‘我问天’
这两首我不怎么喜欢的曲目
居然让我的心情转变
听到'inkikayo'就想到你
听到‘我问天’就想到了我的家人
你们知道我真的很需要你们的支持吗?
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:21:00 am
these days is really emotional
so much feeling clash at the same time
i was really sad bout people not making the effort TO TRY going to MCO concert to support me
i really do mind this
coz is like we so close and i cant get the support of yours?
its because i need you to be there
and just now
VERY DISAPPOINTED
mummy was like:'today not your concert meh?'
ALRIGHT i already very sad bout my close frens family not gg to my concert.
and still rmb the wrong dates
i really mind all these small stuff.
tiny mini but is small things that touches your heart.
emotional. i really nth to say
maybe i give myself too much expectations.
today caryn told me she only wants a birthday card with notes
i was like suddenly so emotional!
so many feeling came up!
coz is been long people tell me that they like a diy cards instead of presents on their birthdays
same like me la
i like people make the effort to do things for me
like make buiscuits
so DIY cards
or even make the effort to type out
is way too much better than LV bags etc!
i was like shocked when caryn said this to mea
coz people are all materialistic now!
and who will apprecieate DIY stuffs
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:56:00 pm
friends all celebrating 21st birthday
and is soo sweet to have a boyfriend around!
i want to get a boyfriend before my 21yearsold!!!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
3:25:00 am
ok i think i kinda let go already
about mimi's death
i can start to admit that she has died
previously i don't even dare to heard mimi and death tgt
like a knife cutting on my heart
now i can admit to friends
like last sat i told jonathan and peiqi
still abit reluctant to say out
but can voice out abit
congrats me?
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:24:00 am
OK to all the readers
im opening to all again
thanks for all the encouragement and spent time to read my blog
i really do not know you people will read my blog after i've block
and ask me why i blocked it away etc
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:14:00 am
was crazy yesterday to keep pressing the old post looking for my 1st post..
and i was smiling all the way , coz it is so funny to see the old post of yours
and memories keep on running.
Facebook is really a good place to mark the old days
and future how you feel currently .
and now im trying to look for the html coding to view back my previous post to navigate from my blog
YES
found it
and im reading the 1s post in june 2009.
感触良多!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:52:00 am
went to NYP for open house
and miss out my morning MCO practice
and met geri after my help out
I WAN THE WHITE FILE INSIDE GOODIES BAG!!
but i cant get it!!
geri also cant get it
one of a random nice girl
her name is shyra i think
i got to know her just now
when
she came to exchange her tshirts from me
she helping me to get goodlies bag too!!
she really very nice!
she like so sorry i really cant get it
im trying to get it etc
haha
good rite
after that rush down to MSL for pratice
oh god tired ttm!
i am proud of the tshirt!
our team conclude this design etc
nice!
ok recently i was like *POOF*
on my bed
after i got home
and slp like a pig
damm tired!!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:23:00 am
Help out in NYP JAM night open house
was SERIOUSLY HIGH!
know alot of great frens from different schools
took alot of photos but don't know can get those pic from where!
free mac to eat
free nice open house tshirts!
free food
hehe
was a great great experience for me!
but tmro gonna help out again EARLY IN THE MORNING!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:09:00 am
emotional recently omg.
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:30:00 pm
practice practice and practice!
i love soocheng's photography skills
at glance not really attractive
but when you look again
it contain stories
and she always captured the best moments of me
it doesnt mean that the appearance must look nice
she captured your feeling at that moment too
all the best to soocheng;my daugther
i roughly know that you do not have a great time in poly life
esp in your photography cca
i really do hope you can be a great photographer in the future!
don't worry about anyhing!
JUST DO IT!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:41:00 am
morning went to the market to do some groceries
long time nv help mummy:)
next meet homgging kor kor to ikea
redhill
he treat me drink koi!
yippy
and we went to eat lunch at ikea
meatballs chicken wing potato salad etc
have a awesome delight
took some photos etc
and went down to dhoby ghaut
Finally our zhonghu outing!
chin keong soocheng hongging zhikai me
we went to eat popeye first
and head down to near minds cafe area according our plans
the shop call something like play station
we chose game instead of console
next time WE GONNA PLAY CONSOLE!
coz the peopple there playing look so fun!
like wii game etc d
but its ok
we had seriously lots of fun and shouting when playing card games
is really abit of retarded
hahaha
FUN~
learn alot of new games HOPE WE GO OUT AGAIN NEXT TIME!
our 1st outing on 1.1.2011 year!
next time faiz and ding hung must join us too!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:11:00 pm