let me have an advanced conclude of this 2010 year
this year really gave me lots of surprises
the very 1st one had became a memories
im still not ready to say out(esp sry to sc pq carrine zk and my sisters)
frens gg in army
which have grown up
quited frisbee
if i can
i wish i could carry on
but since i've decided
there is no way i could go back
i've know you which i nv ever noe u will came across in my life
and u do have a new hse
hahahaha
but
seriously i duno wat u are thinking
i dun feel the heart here
i think we still nit time?
i need answer
coz there are too much questions
debbie quited MCO cmc post
u noe y this has a great impact on me?
im new as i join in this year
after i'vejoin in the 1st thing is to organise the MCO retreat
when mrlow msg to me
i totally shocked and bu zhi shou cuo
i was panic
i tot i could rely on u but seems not
coz u nv join in to my and carrine's planning
make me felt so insecure
and finally 31st july u said u quited
without telling me and carrine
this is also the reason y i was hesitating to join cmc
i scare
changes
the feeling will change
the 1st change is this
seriously
throught these months
i saw the different side of zhikai
and many ppl
makes me feel so insecure
but im still glad im inside this 'circle of trust'
its to late to say this.......
i met alot of working friends
a bunch i could say tt
many ppl fall in love
elissa
geri
reena
munhui tingleong
soocheng Dingjian
peiqi yuanwei
debbie is this real?
i think is not
the feeling is not there
d 1st reaction is WAT THE FUCK!
u noe who i wish u could go for rite
many ppl fall out of love
shushan chewpeng siwei sophia
let us hold our hand tgt
k
dun losen
this year my pace have slow down
i could not work as much as last year
esp the determination
i will hesitate
since you gone
i felt stressed
i just need time
and a place to relax
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:42:00 am