hai
24.07.2010
09.12pm
Grace
although im not yr fren
but hope you can feel tt
i understand how you feels
i understand the emptiness
i noe the scene the coldness
the time seems stop at tt moment
the sudden gone
its just went too fast
really too fast
too sudden
makes ppl feel like dying
feel like squeezing yrself into a ball rolling and hold tight onto yr blanket and cry out loud
i understand the questions you asking now
the non-answer questions tt keep repeating inside yr heart
it just cant satisfied yr heart yr wound yr tears
the blames and fault tt you assumes on yrself
the stuns
the unbelievable
miss the hugs
miss the sound
miss the exist but u've ignore
miss the way that look at you
jus miss everything
everythings gone
the day and time whereby seems to stop yr life and heartbeats
everythings like a WHATEVER now
killing yrself
aimless
i noe tt ppl saying :"tc","dun sad"
seems nth
bcoz it just hurt too deep
down inside the sea
like an ocean
it never ever reach till the end
i also trying to overcome now
its damm hard
i duno im tt sad too
until
the tears jus laced down unknowingly
on train
on bus
in yr bed at night
everyyear
everymonth
everyday
everytime
everyminute
everysecond
every every every every................
cry seems not enough
seriously not
coz
u will not just not forget
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:19:00 am