alone
sun shone brightly in the afternoon
heavy clouds row by
with chirpping of birds
the day seems nice
now
darkness will a trim of lights
the heartless wind blewing
my leg was freezing
stomach was groaning
yet the moon was so bright
that caught the attention of mine
silent makes peace
the night seems lonely
i dont feel like gg home
feeling much much better
hugs is the best best medicine
ok its time i need to regain my energy!
to chiong for nxt week again
3 tests 1 ppt
!!!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:17:00 pm
tt feeling came again
again and again these days
AAAAAARRRRRRRHHHHHH
im breathess
miserable
that pain
is really very pain
damm pain
i cant take it anymore
CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
suffering
is killing me
help me
please
please
huaqefbjiwefnoiwfje OIFJELKaf QW OUHEFJH
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
yes is this sentence'the harsh way reality throw at us'
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:58:00 pm
the sand
the wind
the sea that lies on the shore
the wave sound that tap on the shore
like
comforting us
telling us
peace
to clear our mind
you can just throw everything there
and it will help you to store
coz just that temporary time being
you've became
purity
just a simple you
a honest you
carrine
thank u so much
im so happy on friday
not bcoz physical things
is the things that is not said out
the heart
that touches me
the big big hugs that gave me at the end of the day
all those comfort word
rhymes inside my ears and heart
is another year of this day
everytime this day is like a curse to me
feel so extremely terrible
feel so damm lost
i think u don't even know you hurt me tt badly
for 4 years
4 years
tt wound is not heal
i sill cant get it through
i think im the only one who put this day
in my heart
deep deep inside
either consciously or unconsciously
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:16:00 pm
prepare to fail my oopp project lo..
took lots of pics with them on wed
the funniest part:
承认
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:18:00 am
alot of thoughts inside my mind
had a talk just now
im like a cow
yes
hahaha
different people keep telling me the same things
its hard
u noe
this feeling came back to me again
i abit duno wat to do this time round
watching this drama
太阳花
to give me energy
new song uploaded
try to use earpiece or headphone to listen
has more impact
not only for this song
for every single song
singer:辛晓琪
song:承认
《承认》这首歌是 1999年台湾中视家庭温馨剧 《太阳花》的片尾曲。张庭主演。还记得《偷龙转凤》这部搞笑的古装剧?那活泼的芊芊?张庭就是她了。。。
用心来聆听吧
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:29:00 am
Sunday
gg joelynne hse
OMG
early in the morning
slpt late
sleep in train
ITE
overslept
i miss my stop to circle line
took a long way to sengkang
11 den reach
bought mr bean!
she treat me her white fungus red date!
yummy
den we play do play do
went to league at 2
I NV GT TT DAMM DISC
damm it
but i defend 1
ok gt gain back something
back to joelynne hse
bought kfc
long time no eat
her mum so kind!
can let me bath at their hse
play play play
den we paint our nails!
i help her outline her ribbon
laugh laugh laugh
SHE HELP ME PAINT COCONUT TRE
hahaha
wants to take pics but
after washing the bowls
MY COCONUT TREE LEAVES GONE
haha bcom fade coconut
i want to go lavender farm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:11:00 am
Friday
3 project 2 test 1 roleplay
I GONNA CHIIOONG FOR THIS WEEK!
plan not to go bb today
wo ren
but tl said sc was sad when i nv go
so i end my project early
went to kopithiam to find her
ITE
she seems not what tl told me
and play uno somemore
zhao zi dao wo bu yao qu le!
QI SHI WO LE
this is really disappoint me
nxt went bb court to play bb!
wa so SHUANG
den all the ppl came and we play full court
nxt meet yl
FINALLY MEET
coz we always nv fulfill
BUT he late for 45 mins
kns
den went 515 eat
SO YUMMY
damm full la
chit chit chat chat
2am!!
walk home
crab meat fried rice and hor fun claypot!
recently
seriously
my mood was quite down
stress came back maybe
y?
recently some things crop up
cant take it
but miracle does happen
made me feel much much better
everyone are fake
everyone said themseves can be a listener
fake FAKE FAKER
no one does
rather shut up
put it inside my heart better
i wun open again
家人还是永远最好的
被妈妈骂
吃着妈妈煮的菜
是幸福的
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:56:00 pm
WA
FINALLY BOUGHT MY SPORTS BRA!
waited for 4 months i think
ytd went to toa payoh
ate burger king breakfast!
2nd time eh
but very ex
and nice
ite TPY dun have my sb
so went back to amk
thanks Joelynne and Sophia pon a lesson to acc me
today
SOHPIA AND JOELYNNE
gave me a very bg surprise
haha
i tot who an lian wo
gave me super advance birthday present
coz i said my puma bag spoil
actually i mean is my fila bag
very long time ago
so they give me now
haha
REALLY A BIGBIG SURPRISE
BTW
I IKE IT SO MUCH
THANKS
i will cherish it!!
went to swim!!
thanks to sophia
I BECAME TAN
like chaota la
i put sunblock like i put tanning lotion
haha
break my record!!!
swim 24 rounds
2h
somemore in the afternoon
so bcam black black d
the brightness and sparkling lights shone above the surface
wavy pattern form like usual
looking at the shadow
and look more details around it
more patterns form
closed my eyes
and i can hear very clearly of the breathing sound
all these things
it just felt so real
a real me
a real life
next went to amk eat dessert!
wohhoo
i ate ginger soup rice ball
S ate almond with sesame paste
bought earrings 3 for 5bucks
1 for sophia 2 for me
oh gsosh
spend money again!!
nv go training this week
got more rest!!
btw i actually quite enjoy study
miracles happen!
and
过新年=一家团圆!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:05:00 am
说真的人生真奇怪。。。。。
haha
CAMP WAS DAMM FUN
1st day:some bonding games
or rather kidnap game?
we tour around the sch and cant talk
den have some stations nit to complete
also NEED TO TAKE CARE OF TEAMMATES
COZ THEY KANA KIDNAP
HAHA
i wanted to save one of the seniors ite i kana kidnap too
haha
so funny
lights off and sleep soundly
2nd day:CHALLENGING DAY
run the tracks early in the morning!
den some fun PT
tuck-and-war
etc
FINALLY challenging ones came
adventure
7 course of high-elements
flyng fox
abseiling
thanks to tt 7 course of high-elements
my courage drop to the lowest
and all my strength had used up
and many funny things
aftenoon
play ulty-race
run like hell
hahhahaha
but
lastly
FUN
the commitee
used slope to make slide
SUPER DUPER FUN!
esp using front slides
haha
woohohhhooho
night
movie time!!
at The Cathay
train down and watch The Blind Spot
it is nice
coz is based on true story!
very recommended!
den rain down back to AMK and bought our dinner
actually is supper already
lights off sleep soundly
haha
p.s. was waken up by grace snoring so loudly in the middle of the night
thanks ar
she is the 1st person to wake me up when im super tired
coz nobody can wake me up when im super tired
3rd day:RELAX
morning
reveal our secret pal
slides again
and water bombs!
fun!
break cammp!
not gg to winter league
MY WHOLE BODY ACHING!
HAHA
our 78 piece of tickets!
ulty-race
our grp!
joel adam me roger janet jin hon
me yinci edwin
dorries is my secret penpal im yinci S.P. and yinci is edwin S.P.
MORE PICS TO BE UPLOADED!!
this camp really pull close with the seniors and the others
im very happy
really elated
have talk more with them due to this chance
this make me feel like to be more hardwrking
and
perserverance lasts longer
fate really likes to play with us
some ppl very enthu at the starting point
really vry commit and even set goals to go to the very powerful teams
ite
give up on half way
and
somebody
dun really like at the starting point
yet
have hang on till now
found
collect
alot of unforgettable memories which money cant even compare it
happiness
sense of achievements
smiles
tt you can't believe it
and now
became the most possible ones to join the very powerful teams
this is call life
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:26:00 pm
HAPPY BITHDAY MUM!!!
LOVEULOTS
today THANKS HONGGING teaching me my project!!
haha
k
nervous nevous!!!
camp camp
can just kill me??
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
3:27:00 am