long time no blog
been so busy nowadays
awgsco practices on mon combine at thur
sat reharsal,drums practcies
have been so tired lately
sleep until chua chu kang and keep jerging inside the train
people may think im a freak?
but
but
saw chew peng and elene again
was my happiest things
wish them and their guy forever so happy!!
Saturday
went to thomson plaza
with munhui zhonghua tingleong zhikai
gg there is to buy egg tart tt tl recommend
1 year back i was working here and waiting for n level result
now 1 year after i've came back sensing the nostalgic feeling
life really....
alot of things changed
ate pepper lunch
sharing bo bo cha cha with munhui
actually she doesn't wants to share with me lo
and keep aiming tl's mango ice
chit chat chit chat
btw
thanks tingleong for the jacket, i've ruin it.haha
The egg tart was damm nice
Thursday
jake treat us movie 2012
duno how to say thanks to him sia
with joelynne siwei jake mark jonathan fangpi andrew
the movie was great
not gg depressed again like previously does
ate mr bean
wohoo
and rush to fcc for combine
SAW TT SAW TT??DAMM SCARY
the conversation have frigthened me
felt every little emotion squeezing through my eyes
just could not stop
maybe also recently happened alot of things
made me feel perplexed
duno where to start
duno where to end
maybe i've been hidding
all these problems
i've try not to think
try not to touch it
so never been resolved
i cannot afford to lose again
i cant take it
duno wats happening to me
frankly speaking
constipation
auntie anyhow knock my door
cry
kept eating
this never ever happens to me
except o level
but this time round is different
maye is stress
and i could not even feel it
now
i've understand why mental patient keep saying they are not crazy
bcoz they never realised
it came just too sudden
you cant hold it
cant even hide
so they are the victim
poor victims that nobody can ever save them out
god is playing with me everytime
he gave me peace a few months
and play with me over and over
changing again
'lets continue'
praying hard 'no stop no end'
ok let me state it out
he chose the main players
and im always lose:
Teng John Lone
Khor Ying Hong
Jonathan Ng Bing Han
Farah Ramli bte
duno whose the nxt one
and this is only the main players
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:30:00 am