just cannot sleep recently
lots of thoughts inside my mind
feeling restless
feeling empty
lost
lost the fun and interesting of life
gain the feeling of meaningless
lost the way i am
lost the way i had
no direction
no goals
no concentration
have many friends
but none understand
none give a real help when needed
none really care
none none none
finding concentrations
studies
activities
games
tt i doesn't usually do it
and now
became part of my life
but still
empty
cannot explain it
who really want to listen?
what i want to say
being forgotten
i wun repeat twice
none audience
none speech
last time
i use to determine
but now
choose not to
what for??
what the point??
wanted to feel the soar
wanted to dance
wnted to soar in the sky
wanted to dance with the sky
wanted to choose the kinds of character in my life
a piano
a stage
an audience
endless sky
deep blue sea
placid view
peaceful life
tt would be great
no war
no mask
no rush
no hush
no comments
no no everything...
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
4:11:00 am