2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:04:00 am
Ya, am back to my blog again,
I'm walking backwards now,
to do what i usually did,
to go where i usually went,
to be whom i usually am
and
of course
stop doing what i stress of.
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:14:00 pm
Hi mimi,
yes miss you almost everyday,
the hug
the look
everything
miss me kay
love u eternity.
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:06:00 pm
Im really miss the old times, this year changed alot
i can't explain verbally
i only can stand at my own placement
the feeling is so terrible
i miss everyone
the laughters that we use to have
the looks and expression we use to be
this year seems eveything slow down
even our smile and the efforts that we put in last time
so what all these for?
i dont know
and
dont wish to know
wheres our use to be?
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:36:00 am
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:48:00 pm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:56:00 pm
好像离开这国度
姐姐要去美国了
我不可以去!
看怎么样
如果受不了
我就不顾一切了。。。
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:23:00 am
I didn't know anything
your new house
and i think you are having some house warming and you din't even invite me
secondly you have a race for DB
you could have tell me
disappointment
你好吗? 快乐吗?当你闭上眼,什么感觉?
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
8:12:00 am
#threewordstoliveby:
I'll give up
i'll let go
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:41:00 am
#threewordstoliveby: All By Myself
-Celine Dion
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:40:00 am
i don't wish to know anything.just shut my eyes my ear.
at first i saw this,telling myself its ok.
but now i saw that is really very angry:/
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:39:00 am
its ok quan wei let it go.
the world become even more beautiful than anything else
remember the feeling of walking at the long streets without anyone
without any rush
just your own pace
just your mind there
and eveything will be once beautiful and peaceful again
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:33:00 am
you filled all my heart
seriously
but
i know its impossible?
and i know your birthday coming
i will surely not the one who celebrate birthday with you
just forget it
i feel like confronting you
whenever i tell myself not to message you
i did it
but
useless
because
whenever i wish to ask alot of things from you
i never ask
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:22:00 am
am i stress?
i don't know
i've been talking to myself / my mum/ sis while i'm sleeping
and i don't even know it
my mum said that: i was talking about 'glove..glove..must put it on'
omg
and i was damm nervous on sunday night to go attachment on monday
and i was singing in the middle of the night
mum and sis was totally shocked by me
worse is i don't even know that
and somemore my eyes is open and like a normal me
this is never been happen to me before
hmm
let me think
maybe a few times
but i know what am i talking
and who am i talking to
this time round really K.O. by myself
hope next week won't happen to me like this
one part of amazement
the power of feeling
i was twittering about what i feel for this first few day of attachment
and hongging whatsapp me
asking me:'am i ok?i sounded not ok in twitter'
i was very confident to tell him that i'm alright
because i never twit about things i'm sad with
or i don;t feel sad at all
but thinking of myself mumbering in the middle of the night
i think i'm stress
i think i'm not ok
because when stress strikes me
many weird symtoms will happen to me
kor kor get to know me more and more
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:18:00 am
my mind just cannot stop stop stop thinking thinking and thinking
cannot shake it away !
damm it !
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:55:00 pm
IAP started from this week 7th march 2011 monday
to 28th may Sat infact is 27th may Fri
and today is the 3rd day
nice colleague :supervisor etc
nice pay :$635/month
nice ot :1.5 times
nice leave :3months with 3days mc
nice extra :3 days of holiday because it is public holiday
nice journey distance :20 minutes
especially i like company who have a cafeteria with mircrowave and boil water dispenser
hope to get more things to do
and i brought my lunch box today
so happy!!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:49:00 pm
WHY!
i should change have path !!
i want to go America on march!!!
but i got IAP !
FML LA!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:43:00 pm
I've been damm so sad
clueless
i'm trying to give up
but i think the more i give up the more deeper i've fallen to
ARH!
are we really from different world?
i want to prove that it wasn't
but you seems not to care anymore...
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:40:00 pm
oh god give me some break man!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:31:00 am
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:10:00 am
昨天今天
紧张和压力的时刻
没人能理解吧
我只希望老天能帮帮我度过到星期一
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:25:00 pm
my 1st post haha! -->>
is a red and fresh but yet rotten;not a gal not yet a woman
February 16, 2009 at 12:39am
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
7:23:00 pm
这近几个礼拜
有一只小花猫
不停地在我家门口打转
它本来是向我们要吃的
但后来
我们其中一位家里成员一踏出门口,
它就会跑向我们
跟我们撒娇
就算是喂饱了它
他还是会不停地罕我们亲热
一直跟着我们的脚步
但
逼不得已得推开它
昨天妈妈说了一句话:它真的想要一个家。
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:53:00 pm
NOW MOOD IS SUPER DOWN TO THE EARTH
I SCARE IF I SAY OUT I WILL CRY
PEOPLE GIVE DISAPPOINTMENT FACES
I CANT SMILE NOW
I DON'T KNOW WHY
MAYBE I KNOW WHY
IM VERY INDECISIVE NOW
HAI....
WALKING ALONG THE PATHWAY
LIFT UP MY HEAVY HEAD
RAIN WAS DRIZZLING UNDER THE BRIGHT SUN
IT WAS DAZZLING
WILL I SEE RAINBOW?
WHO KNOWS?
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
3:52:00 pm
Finally tidied up my messy study table
gonna chiong now!
Thong Quan Wei you must go uni k!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
5:55:00 pm
2rd march
the scariest date of all
hug me
hold me
tight
im so scare
the fear is getting more and more from 11 feb
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:23:00 pm
他妈的
皇太后
我真的很希望你可以快点死了算了
这么的计较
这么的自以为是
这么的记仇
又不听人家的解释
真希望你快点死掉
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:53:00 am
went back wgs for reuion lunch
for the 1st time
with shini xinen and soocheng
wow saw so so many seniors
like those im in sec 1 and they are sec 5
ahahah! omg la
had buffet and may photos taking sessions!
next went to soocheng house
initially we plan to go Fcc and we walk until cwp from sec sch
but end up we take bus to sc house
and is damm tiring and hot
soocheng and i just ly on the bed and slept for 1h+
aww so sweet la! haha
1st time neh!
i love this!
should sleep more k!
next walk all the way back to like near sec school lo
coz we will be having steamboat at caiyun house
so got me beekian sengfong gerald anne melvin junwei hongging debbie
and jessly came later
we had fun!
nxt have a small mini birthday surprise for gerald!
his 20th birthday
hehe and take photos etc
12am already
walk home with gerald and debbie
i love this kind of peace and slow pace
and i always love walking
because i can see more things
freshen up my mind
and make my life easier
haha
ok tired
will upload pics on fb
JY FOR TMRO!
Aww saw my 2 ex today
they looking good :D
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:37:00 pm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
8:56:00 pm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:04:00 pm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:30:00 pm
Why everything clash this year?
Jan went Dubai
March need to go america but i have attachment
June need to go Hongkong but i have Suzhou attachment
OH MY GOD!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:24:00 am
hai i cannot post ANY pictures because my album memory is full
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:00:00 am
咳!一言难尽啊!
我不知怎么抹去。
真希望可以醉一下, 用醉的角度来看这世界,也许,这样比较漂亮一些。
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:40:00 pm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:26:00 pm
有时找到了,但还是会想着后面会不会有更好的。
心情好乱,很多的不确定。
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:15:00 pm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:00:00 pm
Woke up with my eyes filled with tears
felt damm sad and depressed
i dream something about my house
and something happened
that something is like a disasters
maybe Tsunami?
maybe totnado?
and i keep on insist of wanting to keep all the memories album.
which contain mimi
and alot of others.
and i remember i said this inside my dream : mimi just gone ,and this happened to us, why?
this dream is like wanting to tell me something
hinting me
maybe i ran away from some problems again
i don't want to think what is it hinting me about
ok stopped
BYE
GO JOG!
ps: maybe is the memories that i want to hold on to
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:39:00 pm
14.06.2010 11:59:50
our 1st chat started.
i don't know whether you still waiting for the answer or forget?
haha
i chose silent
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:17:00 am
you know?
went to funan to retrieve my data
one is mimi memories
another one is your memories.
and now i'm reading it
abit scare to lose it
i don't know you keep or not
but i still love to chat with you
BUT
all these are 'memories'
and now i feel so regretted what i did.
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:08:00 am
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:57:00 am
hai i cannot post ANY pictures because my album memory is full
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
12:00:00 am
Went Caryn house Bainian
with yanney shikin shiyun sophia
met at Aljunied
previous should meet sophia 11.45 at yck
end up let her wait for 45mins
and i planned to go mco 1st
i slept late and planned to go jog
end up never wake up
hahah!
ok then
WE HAVE STEAMBOAT!
naise
im damm hungry too
had lots of fun!
'carpet''spongebob'-> had fun teasing it
actually its PIG SKIN!
we all don't know la
so in the end
the HALALS put down their spoon and chopsticks
and we actually gonna finish.
NEXT
we play WII!
we play guitar hero!
damm fun!
hahahaa
and fail fail fail
end up we have 100%!
damm happy
hehe
went home and got change to go for cny mcc appreciation dinner at MCC
walk all the way to custom
ehehe
and had 8 course meal
their performance like ge tai
omg!
ok then walk back with wahidah jiaqi and zhikai
tmro working
duh- JIAYOU!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:40:00 pm
5.1152km today
met soocheng and jian hao
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:01:00 pm
ran 5.8 km today :( + alot of walking
with zhikai tingleong
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:01:00 pm
I know i like you so much
but i just did nothing
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
3:46:00 pm
Target : lose weight
get a boyfriend before 21years old
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:13:00 am
do i have the chance?
should i let go or go for it ?
im really clueless
can you just tell me straight away?
i hate this kind of unknown
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:07:00 am
Love jogging today coz i ran for 9.3km
at first i tot i will lose out
coz damm lazy and somemore 1 month nv really jog
and even lao sai before meeting zhikai to jog at stadium
ran for 12 rounds in stadium but my speed is very slow
i always will chiong at some distance but this time round my stomach pain whenver i chiong or ran very fast
hehe
rest awhile
and continue my running route
start from zhikai hse
and half way through saw zikai
and then we ran 1 round to zhikai hse again and so call rest
end up his mum gave us big ang bao!
omg!
and we checking our route distance hehe
slack until 11.30!
the 2 z(h)i kai send me home :)
NAISE ANS SHIOK!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:32:00 pm
went to Mr low house early in the morning
meet 9
and we gamble the whole whole day!
at 1st i win alot
endup i and zikai lose like 50 bucks.MORE THAN THAT!
meanwhile we have a farewell for Ivy and Zixin
Ivy going to perth for pharmacy
Zixin going to Adele for dental
sad moments...
hai
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:40:00 pm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:04:00 am
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
1:05:00 am
Happy 22nd YEARS Aniversary DADDY AND MUMMY!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
11:54:00 pm
after RAD lesson
we had some fun
huiyee brought her poloroid camera and we took quite alot of fun shots
i brought my baby lumix too:)
huiyee with vincent spec
me with vincent spec
Siti with vincent specs
the poloroid pics
after the damm RAD test
we came to kofu
btw i really thanks to andrew for helping me all along for this 2nd year sem 2
he really did help me alot in homeworks etc
without him i cant get high marks and hand in work on time!
andrew and nicholas
i really met alot of great friends in poly
im really very grateful!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
3:27:00 pm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
5:59:00 pm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
5:58:00 pm
ok SWITCH OFF MY PHONE
don't disturb me
i won't pick up any calls
or
reply any messages
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:09:00 pm
i always doesnt care about my sick
i very sick but im still laughing loudly and talk like normal
actually i feeling very uncomfortable
i don't know why
from young i always do not like people see the weak side of me
which mean my sick side
and will always say its ok no im fine.ok la i still can tahan
yesterday mummy suddenly tell me : you want to faint then you know you are not alright?
she know i will put a strong front
because
i do not like my sickness cause my day to become sick too
from young until now
i always put a strong front infront of my family
because they are weaker so thats why i need to be strong
i always act as a man in my family to help them of what a man need to do
protect them
scold whoever people who bully them
help tham carry heavy things
even it is seriously heavy
but i will force myself saying i can
especially since daddy gone to Dubai
i cannot sick i cannot be weak i cannot be unhappy or sad
i must be strong cheerful and whatever things to make me happy so that i could help them with all my best
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
10:01:00 pm
No cant
i must get well in this 2 days!!
if not i cant fly!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:52:00 pm
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
9:35:00 pm
can you CAN YOU JUST COME BACK FOR ONCE?THE PAIN IS STILL HERE!i cant really...wipe it away...its so difficult...cause me breathless...
Listening to 心动,everytime i hear this song,mimi always float inside my mind.miss the time we play miss the time im hugging you with my arms.
wanted to post this 2 posts at twitter
posted
but end up delete it.
im trying very hard to accept the fact
whenever the agitated feeling came up
it tooks me alot of courages and time to calm myself down
its like a drug addict
very hard to quit
very difficult not to think
and i cant annouce that im having this drug
because the words just cannot come out from my mouth
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
3:21:00 am
greece
the place i wanted to go
because
all the buildings is either blue or white
no more worries over there!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:47:00 am
lavender field
one day i will come here
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:43:00 am
6 more days!
its happy
but
everytime of my sturbborness
jie jie and daddy always gonna do alot of things like mad
documents
tickets
time
leave
plans
and i did NOTHING
how i wish mummy will come with us!
2/4/1998 - 2/3/2010
Eternity love
2:33:00 am